IN MEMORIAM
(Part 9)
CXVI
Is
it, then, regret for buried time
That keenlier in sweet April wakes,
And meets the year, and gives and takes
The
colours of the crescent prime?
Not
all: the songs, the stirring air,
The life re-orient out of dust,
Cry thro’ the sense to hearten trust
In
that which made the world so fair.
Not
all regret: the face will shine
Upon me, while I muse alone;
And that dear voice, I once have known,
Still
speak to me of me and mine:
Yet
less of sorrow lives in me
For days of happy commune dead;
Less yearning for the friendship fled,
Than
some strong bond which is to be.
CXVII
O
days and hours, your work is this
To hold me from my proper place,
A little while from his embrace
For
fuller gain of after bliss:
That
out of distance might ensue
Desire of nearness doubly sweet;
And unto meeting when we meet,
Delight
a hundredfold accrue,
For
every grain of sand that runs,
And every span of shade that steals,
And every kiss of toothed wheels,
And
all the courses of the suns.
CXVIII
Contemplate
all this work of Time,
The giant labouring in his youth;
Nor dream of human love and truth,
As
dying Nature’s earth and lime;
But
trust that those we call the dead
Are breathers of an ampler day
For ever nobler ends. They say,
The
solid earth whereon we tread
In
tracts of fluent heat began,
And grew to seeming-random forms,
The seeming prey of cyclic storms,
Till
at the last arose the man;
Who
throve and branch’d from clime to clime,
The herald of a higher race,
And of himself in higher place,
If
so he type this work of time
Within
himself, from more to more;
Or, crown’d with attributes of woe
Like glories, move his course, and show
That
life is not as idle ore,
But
iron dug from central gloom,
And heated hot with burning fears,
And dipt in baths of hissing tears,
And
batter’d with the shocks of doom
To
shape and use. Arise and fly
The reeling Faun, the sensual feast;
Move upward, working out the beast,
And
let the ape and tiger die.
CXIX
Doors,
where my heart was used to beat
So quickly, not as one that weeps
I come once more; the city sleeps;
I
smell the meadow in the street;
I
hear a chirp of birds; I see
Betwixt the black fronts long-withdrawn
A light-blue lane of early dawn,
And
think of early days and thee,
And
bless thee, for thy lips are bland,
And bright the friendship of thine eye;
And in my thoughts with scarce a sigh
I
take the pressure of thine hand.
CXX
I
trust I have not wasted breath:
I think we are not wholly brain,
Magnetic mockeries; not in vain,
Like
Paul with beasts, I fought with Death;
Not
only cunning casts in clay:
Let Science prove we are, and then
What matters Science unto men,
At
least to me? I would not stay.
Let
him, the wiser man who springs
Hereafter, up from childhood shape
His action like the greater ape,
But
I was born to other things.
CXXI
Sad
Hesper o’er the buried sun
And ready, thou, to die with him,
Thou watchest all things ever dim
And
dimmer, and a glory done:
The
team is loosen’d from the wain,
The boat is drawn upon the shore;
Thou listenest to the closing door,
And
life is darken’d in the brain.
Bright
Phosphor, fresher for the night,
By thee the world’s great work is heard
Beginning, and the wakeful bird;
Behind
thee comes the greater light:
The
market boat is on the stream,
And voices hail it from the brink;
Thou hear’st the village hammer clink,
And
see’st the moving of the team.
Sweet
Hesper-Phosphor, double name
For what is one, the first, the last,
Thou, like my present and my past,
Thy
place is changed; thou art the same.
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By
Lord Alfred Tennyson