IN MEMORIAM
(Part 10)
CXXII
Oh,
wast thou with me, dearest, then,
While I rose up against my doom,
And yearn’d to burst the folded gloom,
To
bare the eternal Heavens again,
To
feel once more, in placid awe,
The strong imagination roll
A sphere of stars about my soul,
In
all her motion one with law;
If
thou wert with me, and the grave
Divide us not, be with me now,
And enter in at breast and brow,
Till
all my blood, a fuller wave,
Be
quicken’d with a livelier breath,
And like an inconsiderate boy,
As in the former flash of joy,
I
slip the thoughts of life and death;
And
all the breeze of Fancy blows,
And every dew-drop paints a bow,
The wizard lightnings deeply glow,
And
every thought breaks out a rose.
CXXIII
There
rolls the deep where grew the tree.
O earth, what changes hast thou seen!
There where the long street roars, hath been
The
stillness of the central sea.
The
hills are shadows, and they flow
From form to form, and nothing stands;
They melt like mist, the solid lands,
Like
clouds they shape themselves and go.
But
in my spirit will I dwell,
And dream my dream, and hold it true;
For tho’ my lips may breathe adieu,
I
cannot think the thing farewell.
CXXIV
That
which we dare invoke to bless;
Our dearest faith; our ghastliest doubt;
He, They, One, All; within, without;
The
Power in darkness whom we guess;
I
found Him not in world or sun,
Or eagle’s wing, or insect’s eye;
Nor thro’ the questions men may try,
The
petty cobwebs we have spun:
If
e’er when faith had fall’n asleep,
I heard a voice ‘believe no more’
And heard an ever-breaking shore
That
tumbled in the Godless deep;
A
warmth within the breast would melt
The freezing reason’s colder part,
And like a man in wrath the heart
Stood
up and answer’d ‘I have felt.’
No,
like a child in doubt and fear:
But that blind clamour made me wise;
Then was I as a child that cries,
But,
crying, knows his father near;
And
what I am beheld again
What is, and no man understands;
And out of darkness came the hands
That
reach thro’ nature, moulding men.
CXXV
Whatever
I have said or sung,
Some bitter notes my harp would give,
Yea, tho’ there often seem’d to live
A
contradiction on the tongue,
Yet
Hope had never lost her youth;
She did but look through dimmer eyes;
Or Love but play’d with gracious lies,
Because
he felt so fix’d in truth:
And
if the song were full of care,
He breathed the spirit of the song;
And if the words were sweet and strong
He
set his royal signet there;
Abiding
with me till I sail
To seek thee on the mystic deeps,
And this electric force, that keeps
A
thousand pulses dancing, fail.
CXXVI
Love
is and was my Lord and King,
And in his presence I attend
To hear the tidings of my friend,
Which
every hour his couriers bring.
Love
is and was my King and Lord,
And will be, tho’ as yet I keep
Within his court on earth, and sleep
Encompass’d
by his faithful guard,
And
hear at times a sentinel
Who moves about from place to place,
And whispers to the worlds of space,
In
the deep night, that all is well.
CXXVII
And
all is well, tho’ faith and form
Be sunder’d in the night of fear;
Well roars the storm to those that hear
A
deeper voice across the storm,
Proclaiming
social truth shall spread,
And justice, ev’n tho’ thrice again
The red fool-fury of the Seine
Should
pile her barricades with dead.
But
ill for him that wears a crown,
And him, the lazar, in his rags:
They tremble, the sustaining crags;
The
spires of ice are toppled down,
And
molten up, and roar in flood;
The fortress crashes from on high,
The brute earth lightens to the sky,
And
the great Æon sinks in blood,
And
compass’d by the fires of Hell;
While thou, dear spirit, happy star,
O’erlook’st the tumult from afar,
And
smilest, knowing all is well.
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By
Lord Alfred Tennyson