IN MEMORIAM
(Part 6)
LXXIII
So
many worlds, so much to do,
So little done, such things to be,
How know I what had need of thee,
For
thou wert strong as thou wert true?
The
fame is quench’d that I foresaw,
The head hath miss’d an earthly wreath:
I curse not nature, no, nor death;
For
nothing is that errs from law.
We
pass; the path that each man trod
Is dim, or will be dim, with weeds:
What fame is left for human deeds
In
endless age? It rests with God.
O
hollow wraith of dying fame,
Fade wholly, while the soul exults,
And self-infolds the large results
Of
force that would have forged a name.
LXXIV
As
sometimes in a dead man’s face,
To those that watch it more and more,
A likeness, hardly seen before,
Comes
out–to some one of his race:
So,
dearest, now thy brows are cold,
I see thee what thou art, and know
Thy likeness to the wise below,
Thy
kindred with the great of old.
But
there is more than I can see,
And what I see I leave unsaid,
Nor speak it, knowing Death has made
His
darkness beautiful with thee.
LXXV
I
leave thy praises unexpress’d
In verse that brings myself relief,
And by the measure of my grief
I
leave thy greatness to be guess’d;
What
practice howsoe’er expert
In fitting aptest words to things,
Or voice the richest-toned that sings,
Hath
power to give thee as thou wert?
I
care not in these fading days
To raise a cry that lasts not long,
And round thee with the breeze of song
To
stir a little dust of praise.
Thy
leaf has perish’d in the green,
And, while we breathe beneath the sun,
The world which credits what is done
Is
cold to all that might have been.
So
here shall silence guard thy fame;
But somewhere, out of human view,
Whate’er thy hands are set to do
Is
wrought with tumult of acclaim.
LXXVI
Take
wings of fancy, and ascend,
And in a moment set thy face
Where all the starry heavens of space
Are
sharpen’d to a needle’s end;
Take
wings of foresight; lighten thro’
The secular abyss to come,
And lo, thy deepest lays are dumb
Before
the mouldering of a yew;
And
if the matin songs, that woke
The darkness of our planet, last,
Thine own shall wither in the vast,
Ere
half the lifetime of an oak.
Ere
these have clothed their branchy bowers
With fifty Mays, thy songs are vain;
And what are they when these remain
The
ruin’d shells of hollow towers?
LXXVII
What
hope is here for modern rhyme
To him, who turns a musing eye
On songs, and deeds, and lives, that lie
Foreshorten’d
in the tract of time?
These
mortal lullabies of pain
May bind a book, may line a box,
May serve to curl a maiden’s locks;
Or
when a thousand moons shall wane
A
man upon a stall may find,
And, passing, turn the page that tells
A grief, then changed to something else,
Sung
by a long-forgotten mind.
But
what of that? My darken’d ways
Shall ring with music all the same;
To breathe my loss is more than fame,
To
utter love more sweet than praise.
LXXVIII
Again
at Christmas did we weave
The holly round the Christmas hearth;
The silent snow possess’d the earth,
And
calmly fell our Christmas-eve:
The
yule-clog sparkled keen with frost,
No wing of wind the region swept,
But over all things brooding slept
The
quiet sense of something lost.
As
in the winters left behind,
Again our ancient games had place,
The mimic picture’s breathing grace,
And
dance and song and hoodman-blind.
Who
show’d a token of distress?
No single tear, no mark of pain:
O sorrow, then can sorrow wane?
O
grief, can grief be changed to less?
O
last regret, regret can die!
No–mixt with all this mystic frame,
Her deep relations are the same,
But
with long use her tears are dry.
LXXIX
‘More
than my brothers are to me,’–
Let this not vex thee, noble heart!
I know thee of what force thou art
To
hold the costliest love in fee.
But
thou and I are one in kind,
As moulded like in Nature’s mint;
And hill and wood and field did print
The
same sweet forms in either mind.
For
us the same cold streamlet curl’d
Thro’ all his eddying coves; the same
All winds that roam the twilight came
In
whispers of the beauteous world.
At
one dear knee we proffer’d vows,
One lesson from one book we learn’d,
Ere childhood’s flaxen ringlet turn’d
To
black and brown on kindred brows.
And
so my wealth resembles thine,
But he was rich where I was poor,
And he supplied my want the more
As
his unlikeness fitted mine.
LXXX
If
any vague desire should rise,
That holy Death ere Arthur died
Had moved me kindly from his side,
And
dropt the dust on tearless eyes;
Then
fancy shapes, as fancy can,
The grief my loss in him had wrought,
A grief as deep as life or thought,
But
stay’d in peace with God and man.
I
make a picture in the brain;
I hear the sentence that he speaks;
He bears the burthen of the weeks
But
turns his burthen into gain.
His
credit thus shall set me free;
And, influence-rich to soothe and save,
Unused example from the grave
Reach
out dead hands to comfort me.
LXXXI
Could
I have said while he was here,
‘My love shall now no further range;
There cannot come a mellower change,
For
now is love mature in ear.’
Love,
then, had hope of richer store:
What end is here to my complaint?
This haunting whisper makes me faint,
‘More
years had made me love thee more.’
But
Death returns an answer sweet:
‘My sudden frost was sudden gain,
And gave all ripeness to the grain,
It
might have drawn from after-heat.’
LXXXII
I
wage not any feud with Death
For changes wrought on form and face;
No lower life that earth’s embrace
May
breed with him, can fright my faith.
Eternal
process moving on,
From state to state the spirit walks;
And these are but the shatter’d stalks,
Or
ruin’d chrysalis of one.
Nor
blame I Death, because he bare
The use of virtue out of earth:
I know transplanted human worth
Will
bloom to profit, otherwhere.
For
this alone on Death I wreak
The wrath that garners in my heart;
He put our lives so far apart
We
cannot hear each other speak.
LXXXIII
Dip
down upon the northern shore,
O sweet new-year delaying long;
Thou doest expectant nature wrong;
Delaying
long, delay no more.
What
stays thee from the clouded noons,
Thy sweetness from its proper place?
Can trouble live with April days,
Or
sadness in the summer moons?
Bring
orchis, bring the foxglove spire,
The little speedwell’s darling blue,
Deep tulips dash’d with fiery dew,
Laburnums,
dropping-wells of fire.
O
thou, new-year, delaying long,
Delayest the sorrow in my blood,
That longs to burst a frozen bud
And
flood a fresher throat with song.
LXXXIV
When
I contemplate all alone
The life that had been thine below,
And fix my thoughts on all the glow
To
which thy crescent would have grown;
I
see thee sitting crown’d with good,
A central warmth diffusing bliss
In glance and smile, and clasp and kiss,
On
all the branches of thy blood;
Thy
blood, my friend, and partly mine;
For now the day was drawing on,
When thou should’st link thy life with one
Of
mine own house, and boys of thine
Had
babbled ‘Uncle’ on my knee;
But that remorseless iron hour
Made cypress of her orange flower,
Despair
of Hope, and earth of thee.
I
seem to meet their least desire,
To clap their cheeks, to call them mine.
I see their unborn faces shine
Beside
the never-lighted fire.
I
see myself an honour’d guest,
Thy partner in the flowery walk
Of letters, genial table-talk,
Or
deep dispute, and graceful jest;
While
now thy prosperous labour fills
The lips of men with honest praise,
And sun by sun the happy days
Descend
below the golden hills
With
promise of a morn as fair;
And all the train of bounteous hours
Conduct by paths of growing powers,
To
reverence and the silver hair;
Till
slowly worn her earthly robe,
Her lavish mission richly wrought,
Leaving great legacies of thought,
Thy
spirit should fail from off the globe;
What
time mine own might also flee,
As link’d with thine in love and fate,
And, hovering o’er the dolorous strait
To
the other shore, involved in thee,
Arrive
at last the blessed goal,
And He that died in Holy Land
Would reach us out the shining hand,
And
take us as a single soul.
What
reed was that on which I leant?
Ah, backward fancy, wherefore wake
The old bitterness again, and break
The
low beginnings of content.
LXXXV
This
truth came borne with bier and pall,
I felt it, when I sorrow’d most,
’Tis better to have loved and lost,
Than
never to have loved at all–
O
true in word, and tried in deed,
Demanding, so to bring relief
To this which is our common grief,
What
kind of life is that I lead;
And
whether trust in things above
Be dimm’d of sorrow, or sustain’d;
And whether love for him have drain’d
My
capabilities of love;
Your
words have virtue such as draws
A faithful answer from the breast,
Thro’ light reproaches, half exprest,
And
loyal unto kindly laws.
My
blood an even tenor kept,
Till on mine ear this message falls,
That in Vienna’s fatal walls
God’s
finger touch’d him, and he slept.
The
great Intelligences fair
That range above our mortal state,
In circle round the blessed gate,
Received
and gave him welcome there;
And
led him thro’ the blissful climes,
And show'd him in the fountain fresh
All knowledge that the sons of flesh
Shall
gather in the cycled times.
But
I remained, whose hopes were dim,
Whose life, whose thoughts were little worth,
To wander on a darkened earth,
Where
all things round me breathed of him.
O
friendship, equal poised control,
O heart, with kindliest motion warm,
O sacred essence, other form,
O
solemn ghost, O crowned soul!
Yet
none could better know than I,
How much of act at human hands
The sense of human will demands
By
which we dare to live or die.
Whatever
way my days decline,
I felt and feel, tho’ left alone,
His being working in mine own,
The
footsteps of his life in mine;
A
life that all the Muses decked
With gifts of grace, that might express
All comprehensive tenderness,
All-subtilising
intellect:
And
so my passion hath not swerved
To works of weakness, but I find
An image comforting the mind,
And
in my grief a strength reserved.
Likewise
the imaginative woe,
That loved to handle spiritual strife,
Diffused the shock thro’ all my life,
But
in the present broke the blow.
My
pulses therefore beat again
For other friends that once I met;
Nor can it suit me to forget
The
mighty hopes that make us men.
I
woo your love: I count it crime
To mourn for any overmuch;
I, the divided half of such
A
friendship as had master’d Time;
Which
masters Time indeed, and is
Eternal, separate from fears:
The all-assuming months and years
Can
take no part away from this:
But
Summer on the steaming floods,
And Spring that swells the narrow brooks,
And Autumn, with a noise of rooks,
That
gather in the waning woods,
And
every pulse of wind and wave
Recalls, in change of light or gloom,
My old affection of the tomb,
And
my prime passion in the grave:
My
old affection of the tomb,
A part of stillness, yearns to speak:
‘Arise, and get thee forth and seek
A
friendship for the years to come.
‘I
watch thee from the quiet shore;
Thy spirit up to mine can reach;
But in dear words of human speech
We
two communicate no more.’
And
I, ‘Can clouds of nature stain
The starry clearness of the free?
How is it? Canst thou feel for me
Some
painless sympathy with pain?’
And
lightly does the whisper fall;
‘’Tis hard for thee to fathom this;
I triumph in conclusive bliss,
And
that serene result of all.’
So
hold I commerce with the dead;
Or so methinks the dead would say;
Or so shall grief with symbols play
And
pining life be fancy-fed.
Now
looking to some settled end,
That these things pass, and I shall prove
A meeting somewhere, love with love,
I
crave your pardon, O my friend;
If
not so fresh, with love as true,
I, clasping brother-hands aver
I could not, if I would, transfer
The
whole I felt for him to you.
For
which be they that hold apart
The promise of the golden hours?
First love, first friendship, equal powers,
That
marry with the virgin heart.
Still
mine, that cannot but deplore,
That beats within a lonely place,
That yet remembers his embrace,
But
at his footstep leaps no more,
My
heart, tho’ widow’d, may not rest
Quite in the love of what is gone,
But seeks to beat in time with one
That
warms another living breast.
Ah,
take the imperfect gift I bring,
Knowing the primrose yet is dear,
The primrose of the later year,
As
not unlike to that of Spring.
LXXXVI
Sweet
after showers, ambrosial air,
That rollest from the gorgeous gloom
Of evening over brake and bloom
And
meadow, slowly breathing bare
The
round of space, and rapt below
Thro’ all the dewy-tassell’d wood,
And shadowing down the horned flood
In
ripples, fan my brows and blow
The
fever from my cheek, and sigh
The full new life that feeds thy breath
Throughout my frame, till Doubt and Death,
Ill
brethren, let the fancy fly
From
belt to belt of crimson seas
On leagues of odour streaming far,
To where in yonder orient star
A
hundred spirits whisper ‘Peace.’
LXXXVII
I
past beside the reverend walls
In which of old I wore the gown;
I roved at random thro’ the town,
And
saw the tumult of the halls;
And
heard one more in college fanes
The storm their high-built organs make,
And thunder-music, rolling, shake
The
prophet blazon’d on the panes;
And
caught one more the distant shout,
The measured pulse of racing oars
Among the willows; paced the shores
And
many a bridge, and all about
The
same gray flats again, and felt
The same, but not the same; and last
Up that long walk of limes I past
To
see the rooms in which he dwelt.
Another
name was on the door:
I linger’d; all within was noise
Of songs, and clapping hands, and boys
That
crash’d the glass and beat the floor;
Where
once we held debate, a band
Of youthful friends, on mind and art,
And labour, and the changing mart,
And
all the framework of the land;
When
one would aim an arrow fair,
But send it slackly from the string;
And one would pierce an outer ring,
And
one an inner, here and there;
And
last the master-bowman, he,
Would cleave the mark. A willing ear
We lent him. Who, but hung to hear
The
rapt oration flowing free
From
point to point, with power and grace
And music in the bounds of law,
To those conclusions when we saw
The
God within him light his face,
And
seem to lift the form, and glow
In azure orbits heavenly wise;
And over those ethereal eyes
The
bar of Michael Angelo.
LXXXVIII
Wild
bird, whose warble, liquid sweet,
Rings Eden thro’ the budded quicks,
O tell me where the senses mix,
O
tell me where the passions meet,
Whence
radiate: fierce extremes employ
Thy spirits in the darkening leaf,
And in the midmost heart of grief
Thy
passion clasps a secret joy:
And
I–my harp would prelude woe–
I cannot all command the strings;
The glory of the sum of things
Will
flash along the chords and go.
LXXXIX
Witch-elms
that counterchange the floor
Of this flat lawn with dusk and bright;
And thou, with all thy breadth and height
Of
foliage, towering sycamore;
How
often, hither wandering down,
My Arthur found your shadows fair,
And shook to all the liberal air
The
dust and din and steam of town:
He
brought an eye for all he saw;
He mixt in all our simple sports;
They pleased him, fresh from brawling courts
And
dusty purlieus of the law.
O
joy to him in this retreat,
Immantled in ambrosial dark,
To drink the cooler air, and mark
The
landscape winking thro’ the heat:
O
sound to rout the brood of cares,
The sweep of scythe in morning dew,
The gust that round the garden flew,
And
tumbled half the mellowing pears!
O
bliss, when all in circle drawn
About him, heart and ear were fed
To hear him, as he lay and read
The
Tuscan poets on the lawn:
Or
in the all-golden afternoon
A guest, or happy sister, sung,
Or here she brought the harp and flung
A
ballad to the brightening moon:
Nor
less it pleased in livelier moods,
Beyond the bounding hill to stray,
And break the livelong summer day
With
banquet in the distant woods;
Whereat
we glanced from theme to theme,
Discuss’d the books to love or hate,
Or touch’d the changes of the state,
Or
threaded some Socratic dream;
But
if I praised the busy town,
He loved to rail against it still,
For ‘ground in yonder social mill
We
rub each other’s angles down,
‘And
merge’ he said ‘in form and gloss
The picturesque of man and man.’
We talk’d: the stream beneath us ran,
The
wine-flask lying couch’d in moss,
Or
cool’d within the glooming wave;
And last, returning from afar,
Before the crimson-circled star
Had
fall’n into her father’s grave,
And
brushing ankle-deep in flowers,
We heard behind the woodbine veil
The milk that bubbled in the pail,
And
buzzings of the honied hours.
XC
He
tasted love with half his mind,
Nor ever drank the inviolate spring
Where nighest heaven, who first could fling
This
bitter seed among mankind;
That
could the dead, whose dying eyes
Were closed with wail, resume their life,
They would but find in child and wife
An
iron welcome when they rise:
’Twas
well, indeed, when warm with wine,
To pledge them with a kindly tear,
To talk them o’er, to wish them here,
To
count their memories half divine;
But
if they came who past away,
Behold their brides in other hands;
The hard heir strides about their lands,
And
will not yield them for a day.
Yea,
tho’ their sons were none of these,
Not less the yet-loved sire would make
Confusion worse than death, and shake
The
pillars of domestic peace.
Ah
dear, but come thou back to me:
Whatever change the years have wrought,
I find not yet one lonely thought
That
cries against my wish for thee.
XCI
When
rosy plumelets tuft the larch,
And rarely pipes the mounted thrush;
Or underneath the barren bush
Flits
by the sea-blue bird of March;
Come,
wear the form by which I know
Thy spirit in time among thy peers;
The hope of unaccomplish’d years
Be
large and lucid round thy brow.
When
summer’s hourly-mellowing change
May breathe, with many roses sweet,
Upon the thousand waves of wheat,
That
ripple round the lonely grange;
Come:
not in watches of the night,
But where the sunbeam broodeth warm,
Come, beauteous in thine after form,
And
like a finer light in light.
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By
Lord Alfred Tennyson